Ok kiddo, lets make a deal here.  Not a fan of you messing with my head.  Every time I start getting contractions long enough to think ok, something is happening here...they stop.  It is SO frustrating!  Everytime I am just about to grab my phone to call Michael to let him know he needs to be on "standby" things stop.  I am sick of not being able to make concrete plans, because I am not sure how exhausted I am going to be- is this going to be one of the times that I have contractions for three hours- or is this the actual time I am actually going to go into labor.  Once again, induction starts to look more and more appeasing :)  Their is nothing more disappointing than having "contractions" all week and going to the doctor to see you have dialated and additional half of a centimeter.  Seriously???

For the last three weeks my doctors appointment my dialation has gone up 1/2 a centimeter every week.  I am hoping for big numbers this week!  We are actually going to go in for another ultrasound because I am deathly afraid of a large child.  I blame Murphy.  The thought never crossed my mind until he put it there.  Then I realized that my sister had a 10 pound baby.  Throughout the entire pregnancy my doctor has been saying that pregnancies are mostly hereditary.  Your pregnancies will be similar to that of your sisters and mom.  If that is the case, I can have a kid between 7 lbs and 10 lbs.  If you ask me, that is huge difference.  I know, I know, it is going to hurt either way- but if I can do anything to maybe not have a 10 lb kid, I would like to do it :)  I am kind of bummed about the whole ultrasound as well.  We have waited so long to see this kid and now days away we are going to see him again.  I kind of think I may not want to look- it will ruin the surprise!  Wish us luck today and lets hope to get things moving this weekend!